So, just trying to get a handle on this new platform. Thanks for the follows. I'm still figuring it out. Actually liking this very much so far. As ypu guys get to know me, i'll be the one with the dissertations as i am long and windied. I type at the speed of thought and completely overshare. I am 100% me and a survivor of the CPS system. 18 years as a ward of the state and 7 attempts at my own children by CPS which all failed. I was born into the occult as well. I am a rsa survivor. I had been exploited in foster care by one set of fosters and was raped at 13 by one of my social workers. As a product of the system i was very liberal, in fact i wrote Bernie Sanders in the general because i refused to vote she who will not be named. I did not like Trump, i was a self proclaimed Trump troller. I am pretty sure i should have been arrested for some of my tweets. That said when i decided to confront my past and acknowledge what had been done to me i started my own research. I have very strange ties to many events including very notable missing persons and a cold case murder. I am a witness to systematic abuse. I will give any details needed as it pertains to investigating, but no need for platitudes, pity or the morbid curioisty of details. I credit my entire Great Awakening to Jesus Christ. Only by the grace of God am I even alive to tell my story. To share my healing journey with others who need someone to talk to. To help others understand not everyone born in darkness is evil. That every soul is granted salvation for the asking. I also now adore Trump. His leadership is why it is now safer for people like me to come forward and though we understand the risks, his effort does not go unnoticed. I am a proud cult 45 deplorable and one of my most joyous moments besides coming to the cross was being present at the Pensacola Florida Trump Rally 2018! I have never been to an event where the energy was so palpable that you could literally feel that you were standing with your brethern and not a soul was out of place. It was amazing and if I could meet the man himself. I'd sniff him. Plot twist.. i also have no qualms about being strange, and it's also a dream i had about him, totally platonic, nevertheless it is just a weird thing i have going on. Meh. Anyways it is great to meet you all. I'm reporting for duty. My shitkicker boots are on the ready. Except now i'm sideways and thats just that.. i haven't figured out how to remove said posted photo without removing all that up there and nah.. you're good.. we're all gooood.